The stupid Little Things.

There's a several months left for me to make a crazy memories with you.
Even now, it's  more than what i expected before. Since our first meting i know i just created a new hurt for me.
I don't know how to handle this feeling when i think much about you, even i try hardly.
I write this something stupid not to show i'm in love right now, but i don't know where i should go to tell this something stupid.
I found some difference between your self when i first know you than nowdays.
I think your different but lately what i'm afraid to do it was happening.
And now i start to think that i just doing a silly thing, i just playing on my dream,
Sometime i used to think that it could be a fairy tale, at he end of the story the main player is life happy ending, or happy after.
But, it's not for me, it just like a modern fairy tale, no happy ending.
I haven't someone to encouraging me to do this and that.