Separation.

--What do I really love about life is a meeting, and what do I really hate the most is separation--

            I was really sad when I heard that in the 5^th semesters all of the classes will be apart one to another, it made me so emotional when I was in home after I finished my last day on the 4^th semesters, it was because we had been together since 2 years, furthermore I feel like we are family who’s being forced to leave each other.

            To be honest, I have never showed to them that I really love them because I thought it was lame and old xoxoxo. What so funny between us is we were getting closer and somehow we revealed something that we hid, our Line group was full of noises that we made after we should leave the class SIA1. In addition the Line group stay the same with our noises, although the chat is no longer talk about a lesson.

            On the Saturday our schedule was up, and the unexpected thing was written on a list, I have to stay on the previous class with Ustad(Rahmat), and the rest should be apart. There was an issue saying that the SIA1 is different class with others, and yup our class in an advance one. I tend to think that everyone wants to join the class, but god has another plan for you guys.

            I’m happy and sad at the same time, I guess this may called “bittersweet”, I’m happy of course because I involve with the advance class, but I’m really sad because I have to split with my friend, can you imagine when you are really enjoy a friendship but suddenly you have to split one another. DAMN.

            I do believe that I’m not the only one who feels upset with this decision, if I have to choose I would like to be in my last class with the old faces rather than stay with these new faces. The fact that I must make a new friend, knowing each other, and start all the things over, those are the things that forced me to still want to stay in a last class.

MY BEST

            The sadder thing is I have to split up with my best friends, they are 4 and all of them are karonesse, same as me. I’m totally sad with this thing, we’ve been sticking together for 2 years, but in the middle of the process we need to find our own path. I learn so many things from them, they taught me about culture, Karonesse language and the list goes on and on.

            This might be the last line of this passage, I hope you guys will find a new great friends and so do I, I will never forget our memories that we’ve recorded. I love you, and I will always love you. 1-4SIA1.